Warning.

Do not watch Cannibal Holocaust!!!
You will hate yourself and most of the universe if you do.
Seriously.

What doesn't kill us makes us stronger.

I've always had a hard time believing that saying. Perhaps because I was expecting immediate results.
"Oh look I am not dead! I must be superman now..."
It turns out it takes a really long time. Growing up seems to be a series of near death experiences that combine together to continually build up our strength.

I am starting to feel stronger.

It freaks me out when I notice my personal progression. I know that we are always changing, evolving growing... It is just one of those things that freaks me out when I think about it.
Like when you look up at the stars in the sky and feel really freaking small.
Or when you try to figure out if all people see colours the same way.

I've also been thinking about the song title Love Will Keep Us Together I am starting to think it applies less as the us, you and I, and more as the us, each individual individually. As in: if I did not have love I would fall apart. So, with that in mind I need to send some mad love into the universe to everyone that has supported me through my near death experiences.

Your love has kept me together and for that I am stronger.

I'm not happy and I'm not sad.

Consider this an embryonic post. 

A budding work in progress. 

Not really much of an introduction. 

Late. It is late. 

I always feel smaller at night. 

Perhaps, the world just seems bigger. 

Do you feel introduced? 

This Night Has Opened My Eyes 

And I Will Never Sleep Again. 

-The Smiths